Lailah misses you.

Lailah: "Mommy I miss Bennett; mommy I hope Bennett's having fun."
Me: I'm sorry baby. I miss him too. What made you think of him? Did something make you remember?
Lailah: "I remember by just making a picture. Because it just popped into my head mommy. And mommy I miss him so so so so so badly mommy and I'm sorry that you miss him too so so so so much mommy. I wish we could keep Bennett mommy. Are you okay mommy? I am crying because I miss Bennett so badly mommy. I will always love Bennett and my family so so so so so so much mommy.

Your sister is pretty affected by your absence. I never knew any of this was going to happen. Everyone told me that everything would be okay but it just isn't. We miss you a lot. We hope that you are doing well and that you are happy, every day, all the time. We love you. We think about you. <3