You belong here.

Dear Bennett,

I miss you a lot today. There's nothing I can do to fix this. I've done the best I could and I hope one day you truly understand. I love you and always will. I hope you save a spot in your heart for me, you have a large place in mine. Nothing will cure the guilt I feel everyday. Nothing can take away the empty pained place in my heart and nothing can fill it either. You belong there. Until the future... I place a bandage over it and I claim to be okay. I'm not. I lie to everyone when I say, "I'm fine." I must be really good at playing pretend. Then again, I always have been. You will never, ever, ever be forgotten. My love for you is overwhelming.

Sincerely,
Mommy. ♥