7 months old

Dear Bennett,

Today you are 7 months old. You are getting so big and you are so happy. I know that I did the best thing I could do for you. You are a brilliant little boy. I don't know a lot to say, I'm at a loss for words I guess. But, just know that I love you, I love you so much. And because of that love I hold for you, I made the decision I have. I feel no regret but I do feel a lot of pain. I feel like I'm grieving over losing you. Although you're still on this Earth, you're no longer mine. I miss you more than anything. You'll always be a part of me. <3