7 months old

Dear Bennett,

Today you are 7 months old. You are getting so big and you are so happy. I know that I did the best thing I could do for you. You are a brilliant little boy. I don't know a lot to say, I'm at a loss for words I guess. But, just know that I love you, I love you so much. And because of that love I hold for you, I made the decision I have. I feel no regret but I do feel a lot of pain. I feel like I'm grieving over losing you. Although you're still on this Earth, you're no longer mine. I miss you more than anything. You'll always be a part of me. <3

First letter ever

Dear Bennett,
Sorry it took me a while to write. I haven't really known what to say.
Today I've read from your mommy that you finally rolled over today by yourself. I read it on a social media site which I don't know if it'll still be around when you're older. I'm so proud of you!
Today you are 6 months old and technically 10 days until 12:24am.
You were so handsome. Exactly 5 lbs, almost as big as your sister Lailah.
I loved you so so so much and I really hope you know that. And you know what else?
I still love you, always will.
Love, your biological mom.